Tomorrow, I have a semester exam in AP Biology. From 8 chapters, I haven’t even read 4 and tonight, I have decided that I truly miss Brian and Michael, so I am going to watch Queer as Folk instead of touching my textbook.

It’s sad that this is the only thing I am posting but I am really not going in details how the school wants to pay me to stay here just so they have my name once I go to Yale or Harvard for this matter. And going in details on the Christmas sit down dinner today when we talked about the school and life with Syaqinah for more than two hours and Mr. Ladd (un)intentionally made the Nazi gesture just to make me laugh is not a possibility either.

Past is past. Now be either pathetically sentimental or move on and try harder tomorrow.

P.S.: I might be going to Chicago with my supposed boyfriend just for one day. We would probably just hang around, go skating under the Bean in Millennium Park and go to the Art Institute. I hope, we’ll go and the school won’t cause more problems at the end. I think I just need to do something spontaneous, something I could enjoy for once before I leave this place…